Yep, I’m back.
I shouldn’t have stayed away, and I’ve been wanting to return but there’s this strange thing where the longer you don’t do something the harder it is to return.
So, I’m back for Blogmas. The thing that essentially broke me back in 2017, who knows – perhaps it’ll be the very thing which revives me?
It’s is currently the 1st December and we are officially on the countdown to Christmas!
Where does the time go? Honestly it doesn’t feel like too long ago that we had Christmas. Everyone says it but it”s true. Time goes so fast and suddenly we’re nearly another year over.
Don’t get me wrong, I love Christmas and I love the clean-slate feeling a New Year provides, but I’m 27 next year and that is scary! I’m not sure how it happened or how I managed to get here but suddenly I am here and I’m left wondering… what am I doing with my life?
To be fair I’m always wondering that.
In all honesty though, I’m constantly thinking and overthinking about all the things I want to do. I’m usually too frightened to do them. I hate it but those are the facts. I have good friends who constantly tell me to leave my job, go travel for a bit, do a course in something which interests you – which all sound great in theory but for every one of their reasonings to do it my mind is creating numerous of reasons not to, and it all boils down to fear.
Oh, you thought this was going to be a fun “IT’S CHRISTMAS” kind of post. That’s how it was intended, I must say.
Clearly it’s been a while and my thoughts are just going from brain to page – unfiltered.
Am I excited for Christmas?
Yes! Of course I am. I love Christmas. Admittedly it doesn’t feel much like Christmas at the moment. However, I do feel myself getting excited for no apparent reason, and like to think Christmas is involved in that.
I’m yet to get that ‘Christmassy’ feeling however, I’m sure I will at some point during December and I honestly can’t wait.